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geeze, why am i so scared of this? i already know how to get there, how long it will take to get there. i've met almost everyone in the office, they all seemed really nice. and yet i'm fucking terrified. and stepping out that door in 15 minutes is going to be one of the hardest things i've ever done. what the hell am i so scared of? its my first day, its doubtful they're even gonna make me do anything. i don't think i'm overdressed or underdressed, and even if i was, again, first day. wtf. i hope i feel better once i get there