never feels out of place.
i will no longer make an effort with people, it won't be obvious if i'm sick of being around you because im just to good at covering that shit up.
dont worry, im not sick of you. You would know it by now.
i will still avoid conflict.
i do things because its fun.
i have no sensible reasoning. im sorry.
i will still be shy as hell around new people.
but i will not hide who i am.
in the past week my hyperactivity as stepped it up about 6 trillion notches.
i want to help people who ask for help. even if i have no idea what to say.
from here on in, im going to pretend i know what im doing with this situation.
watching people go through the most tedious phases, is the pet peeve of my life.
stop being annoying.
i dont know what else to say.
i dont fit in. im okay with that now, because i know who my friends really are.
lets see how we go.
I wanna scream 'I love you' from the top of my lungs
But im afraid that someone else will hear me.
It is so far from love, its ridiculous.