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i've been feeling like i have absolutely no body to talk to anymore. my moods have been changing faster than myspace whores get friends requests. it's like one minute, i'll be totally fine. then someone will say something or i'll notice something and BOOM. i'm in a bad mood. i mean, i watched donnie darko on tuesday (a movie i've watched over 34597823 times), and for the first time it made me cry. for no reason. and the other day i saw a little kid pulling his sibling to his mom, and it made me mad. for no reason.
i don't really know what to think of it. i tried telling my mom that i think i might be bipolar, but she just said that i'm a 15 year old girl with PMS. but i'm not even on my period. so fuck that.
i feel like none of my friends or people who "care" about me want anything to do with me anymore. like they don't want to hear what i have to say. or that what i have to say doesn't mean anything to them. I FEEL SO ALONE.
some of you probably wouldn't expect me to be saying stuff like this. i hide it pretty well, huh? well, i'm done hiding it. i'm done acting like i'm this happy person, when i'm not. and if any of you have a problem with this, and no longer want to be my friend, fine. so be it. but this bulletin isn't pointed directly to any one person.
I JUST FEEL LIKE I NEED TO TELL PEOPLE HOW I REALLY FEEL;
since doing the opposite didn't really get me anywhere. so i want all of you to be open with me, as i am being with you. i want you to tell me something you've never told me before, or something you've been wanting to tell me. anything. i'm here to listen. i'm here to be your friend.
i don't really know what to think of it. i tried telling my mom that i think i might be bipolar, but she just said that i'm a 15 year old girl with PMS. but i'm not even on my period. so fuck that.
i feel like none of my friends or people who "care" about me want anything to do with me anymore. like they don't want to hear what i have to say. or that what i have to say doesn't mean anything to them. I FEEL SO ALONE.
some of you probably wouldn't expect me to be saying stuff like this. i hide it pretty well, huh? well, i'm done hiding it. i'm done acting like i'm this happy person, when i'm not. and if any of you have a problem with this, and no longer want to be my friend, fine. so be it. but this bulletin isn't pointed directly to any one person.
I JUST FEEL LIKE I NEED TO TELL PEOPLE HOW I REALLY FEEL;
since doing the opposite didn't really get me anywhere. so i want all of you to be open with me, as i am being with you. i want you to tell me something you've never told me before, or something you've been wanting to tell me. anything. i'm here to listen. i'm here to be your friend.