"ill buy u a happy meal"

[this_be_my_lj]

so it turns out that things arent that bad after all. shit was rekindled and things were said. i really didnt think was gonna happen the whole time that we were together i always asked the same question and it was always the same answer. i thought maybe one day, it would be the other option but it never was. but then we actually sat down and talked and for the first time ever one of my questions were answered. she chose the other option when i thought that once it was done, it was done. i was wrong though. she told me what i wanted to hear her say the whole time we were together. that even though we were done we could still kno about each other and hang out every kno and then if possible and still keep up with current events. a "friend" if u will but that was sumthin she didnt want to do. it was sumthin she never did and that's why she's like that. she detaches herself from everything she's ever came in contact with and move's on with the flow of the river. not this time though. she told me she didnt want to let go this time. she's so possitive about something that we have but she also understands that i have to go and make myself better. for that, she doesnt want to let go and it thrills me that things are actually turning out this way, and it motivates me even further to get my things done. my plan is in motion so far and its great.

im ecstatic that im finally taking care of my own things and im moving forward with my life. one person is all i need and that one person is up there waiting for me, and once im up there.....