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I'm so confused. we said we'd stay friends but why does he still call me? he has a girlfriend, shouldn't he spend that time on the phone with her? shouldn't he want to spend every day of his four day weekend with her? shouldn't he have something more than her nickname at the bottom of his profile? should I bring it up or just let him figure it out? should I stop talking to him?
he always wanted to spend as much time with me as he could and if he couldn't be with me, he had to be talking to me. we were obsessed. if he had to be at work at 5 and it was 4 already, he'd drive to my house, get there around 4:20, spend maybe 20 minutes with me...and then a little longer and be late to work. why? because he wanted to be with me all the time. he'd drive out to see me even if he knew he could only stay five minutes. and it's not like that's how it was after a couple weeks or months, that's the way it was from the beginning. from november 22nd, he wanted to be talking to me or be with me all the time...so what the hell is going on with this new lovely girlfriend of his who he doesn't seem to want me to know he has any actual interest in? and why does my stomach still do that weird funny thing when I hear my phone ring and know it's him? Agh. why can't I move on as easy as he is?
sorry about the rant-ish thing, I just had to get it out.
he always wanted to spend as much time with me as he could and if he couldn't be with me, he had to be talking to me. we were obsessed. if he had to be at work at 5 and it was 4 already, he'd drive to my house, get there around 4:20, spend maybe 20 minutes with me...and then a little longer and be late to work. why? because he wanted to be with me all the time. he'd drive out to see me even if he knew he could only stay five minutes. and it's not like that's how it was after a couple weeks or months, that's the way it was from the beginning. from november 22nd, he wanted to be talking to me or be with me all the time...so what the hell is going on with this new lovely girlfriend of his who he doesn't seem to want me to know he has any actual interest in? and why does my stomach still do that weird funny thing when I hear my phone ring and know it's him? Agh. why can't I move on as easy as he is?
sorry about the rant-ish thing, I just had to get it out.