Apr 25, 2005 20:45
alright so basically Orlando was alright... it wasn't amazing, it wasn't super lame, it just was and because I was in orlando and had to worry about basically nothing I wish I were still there instead of here but I'm not and life goes on sucking. hurray!
first of all, I don't want to be hypocritical and talk about someone for talking about me but basically...people need to fucking test the water before they dive in.
1. excuse me for being Rudy's friend
2. I didn't steal Ryan from anyone, whoever started that shit should definitely never even think consider that that is at all how it happened again.
3. Ryan is my boyfriend, my partner, my life. Ryan makes the sun rise in my world everyday, Ryan is my everything. I love him more than I ever thought I could love anyone. anyone who thinks I'd throw that away for anyone else is insane.
4. just because you want to throw yourself at someone doesn't mean I do too or that you should go tell anyone I do just to...just because. I don't even know why you started this shit.
5. ...I don't even have another anything, just stop talking about me because I don't appreciate it at all.
you can want all the drama you want in your life but don't fuck up mine. misery loves company but I thought you were a better person than that, get over yourself and start looking at what really matters. how about being friends without putting more stress on our friend who's fighting for his life right now? that one sounds like a good plan. can we please just be supportive without having to be this girly? if not then I'd like my boots and chaps back and I wish you all the best.
the cast party isn't looking like such a great idea so I'll stick to babysitting my neighbor like I had planned to do on saturday. it was a fun show, it was a good show, I'm glad I got to be in it.