Nov 06, 2007 15:40
i am trying trying and it can be trying trying
but mainly beautiful. almost exclusively beautiful.
now it's showers and sleeping in, bedtimes and movie rentals and breakfast/lunch after class two days a week. a pile of clothes on the floor, warm and sleepy eyed lumps of a girl in bed.
and it will change. get better get worse. get jobs and final exams and surgeries, trips away and phone calls away and christmas. no drinks to sustain.
it is in part building a life, in part already having one.
she is beautiful. exclusively beautiful.