shh
this girl i know is a liar - not vicious or cruel, but a liar and frustrating in that.
(from ten in the morning)
school tomorrow - early mornings with heat and rain and War Drobe crises (i promise i'm brilliant)
and i am reading mediocre books, but am reading them. and talking to friends when they have things to say. when i have things to say or hear.
and maybe my favorite memories are exchanging burned albums and staying up all night talking about these heroic and gorgeous lost loves - tormenting and not lost loves
and i want to honor and i can only be repelled - i do not love you and that is not hard to handle
post its and lyrics and notes on the white board - "maria elliot smith killed himself i'm so sad - eric"
gorgeous and heroic moments between people of little consequence -
(should i call? dont i know better? would you ever not answer?)
(from ten in the morning)
school tomorrow - early mornings with heat and rain and War Drobe crises (i promise i'm brilliant)
and i am reading mediocre books, but am reading them. and talking to friends when they have things to say. when i have things to say or hear.
and maybe my favorite memories are exchanging burned albums and staying up all night talking about these heroic and gorgeous lost loves - tormenting and not lost loves
and i want to honor and i can only be repelled - i do not love you and that is not hard to handle
post its and lyrics and notes on the white board - "maria elliot smith killed himself i'm so sad - eric"
gorgeous and heroic moments between people of little consequence -
(should i call? dont i know better? would you ever not answer?)