Jan 05, 2005 01:15
and i wonder what you told him over and over
i was looking at pictures cleaning out drawers and seeing us
(shouldn't this be making me feel better?)
years ago these kids were filming a movie in the yard across the alley. i stood on my parents' balcony and watched them for an hour. two of them stood next to a rotating sprinkler head while the camera girl walked in a circle around them and they kissed. i could've watched it forever.
(who does this happen to?)
(no one ever)
the world is divided for me; she knows all about it; she is on the other side now and i just want to be already too
(doesn't it hurt so badly? it looks to hurt so badly)
this summer we didn't go swimming or shout "tim!" or sleep over; where were we and who are we becoming? are these really our lives? are you really happy in that cold ever-lit place? could you really be happy there?
and they ended up naked on a bed. and she said "do you want to have sex?" and he said "okay." and she said "i feel i should tell you i'm a virgin."
i don't remember the end to the story; how i thought i would forever
my dog is dying; my friends are in south asia
i would like to have someone to sing and drive with all of the time
i miss you.
when our bodies finally go