Dec 20, 2004 00:05
john arnold makes me happy. really. and so does lanell. and jardo and mona and dylan and ali and tino. even jay and nick. especially autumn. tonight was another good night, i'm much more in tune to the fact that this is just fine.
i still feel like a silly sad person.
i think the term best friend should be treated with the same regaurd people should give to the words i love you. you should only say them if you really mean them and that title should only be given if its something thats going to last. the way love should last. the word forever should just be omitted because it is given that when you love someone it will never go away.
sorry for my romantic ranting. its just the heartbreak healing. a little to slowly i might add. know a way to speed up the process? let me know.
kelton called. how cool is that?
i had a ton of fun with jarnold and lanell tonight. i wish he wasnt so far away.
autumn, thank you.