[Private // Hackable (probably by Mashiro, inadvertently)]
Night two of no sleep. I'd hoped that last night's insomnia would be a one-time thing, but the scant three hours the night before seem to be the last of it I get for now. I wonder if I'll start hallucinating soon. All attempts at getting any rest have failed, I just can't quiet down my nerves and thoughts about everything going on all at once. I should go and see Retsu, I know, but she's so busy, and I haven't actually had a moment alone with her since that night and it feels somehow wrong to make our next time together with me looking like I'd just jogged around the entirety of Rukongai.
I've managed to stay indoors for the most part since yesterday, but someone's bound to notice I'm looking like hell soon, and they'll try and tell me to take some time off. Most likely Rukia, bless her heart. I can't let all this fall on her shoulders, though, it's my duty to take care of.
At least I get a couple more hours to catch up on signing these insipid sheets of paper. I must have cleared an entire forest worth of trees to make the paper all of this is written on.
I've managed to stay indoors for the most part since yesterday, but someone's bound to notice I'm looking like hell soon, and they'll try and tell me to take some time off. Most likely Rukia, bless her heart. I can't let all this fall on her shoulders, though, it's my duty to take care of.
At least I get a couple more hours to catch up on signing these insipid sheets of paper. I must have cleared an entire forest worth of trees to make the paper all of this is written on.