My dream....
After a good night of insight and opening myself again to receive energy and release it... I layed down in my bed and asked for a prophetic dream. Not sure if the dream I had was one, because it wasn't as intense as most prophetic dreams I have, when I have one... But, here it goes... I apologize for the parts it may jump around where I forgot certain things... But, shit happens...
I awoke in a very small town... The type where everyone knows everyone's business. ( Now this is the part that is pretty vague ) I remember a small white house with a pointed roof... It had white siding all around it. The front of the house had two windows, perfectly lined and spaced between the main door. This is where I lived. I could sense it.. The windows either had blue or yellow trim around them on the shutters. It was very warm outside and I was staring at the house and thinking to myself that there was a relative of mine on my side of the family that lived with me... Someone close to me, yet I felt alone. I was taking care of this person... And I could sense that this relative was very old. I stopped looking at the house and looked around. Everything was green and flowers bloomed... The earth was beautiful and the smell was aromatic. I remember studying how things were growing and I could sense that this was the end of Spring and beginning of Summer... But, through all of this I had a feeling that soemthing was wrong with the world... Something evil that lurked behind the flowers and watched me. It didn't know that I knew it was there. Several evils surrounded me and though I could not see them physically, my mind had shown me figures that were dark and looming... Tall and twisted in different ways... The sky began to darken and suddenly knew why they were there... To influence and spread the evil that they contained. I began to run... For some reason I stopped at a house that was set back pretty far from the road. It had a long round driveway that led to it and this house was tall and painted a light blue-grey color. It had less windows than the last one, but more land.. But, the land was less fruitful. I looked behind me and I could see dark clouds passing over the road I had just traveled. I looked at the house again and something told me to protect 'her'. I ran up the drive only to burst through the back door and I screamed, "They are coming!!" I was greeted by a beautiful mexican mother. She was tall and looked quite young to be a mother. She had long silky, dark hair, a trimmed figure, and beautiful features, holding dark eyes. She grabbed my hands and smiled and said, "She is back there." So, we smiled at each other and I went through the house looking for her. The mother trailed behind me, giving me instructions to be very careful with her daughter, because she had 'swolling joints'. She told me that whenever her daughter did excessive exercise, her joints swelled and it hurt her very deeply, a condition she was born with that crippled her. The house seemed to glow inside, even though a storm began to build outside as the evils grew closer. I knew they wanted her. I tried to find her room and as I looked around, I saw very many antiques. Finally, we stopped at a wooden door, that I think had the wooden slides going across it, like blinds built into the door. I looked at the mother and she glowed and smiled and said she had to go to the store and that 'us girls should have fun hanging out together'. I couldn't understand what she meant, because I was a grown woman. It was then, that I realized that the mother was glowing and beautiful, because she was ignorant. She smiled and radiated love, because she didn't know what was going on... The mother represented ignorance.... I looked at the door before I opened it.. But, it did not have the same glow to it, as the rest of the house. But I felt hope coming from inside of it. I opened the door and a small mexican girl wobbled up to me, but she was not at all disfigured... Though her joints were a little big for her size, she held an innocence and beauty that her mom held. She smiled as she came up to me and told me to lay on the bed and that she needed to take a shower before we left and she wanted to get ready. I realized as I looked at pictures of the teenagers on her walls and her being a teenage girl herself, I saw that she would be easily influenced by the evil outside. I was laying on a waterbed as she took her shower. I looked around and saw a VERY small tv across from her bed.. A wooden vanity on my right, next to the door, and on my left was a window and the bathroom she was in. I could hear the shower head going... She was taking forever... I could see the evil getting closer and enveloping the house... I had to run to the store and get the mother before she came back and got hurt. I knew the daughter would be safe inside... I called to her and asked if she was ready yet and she said she was going to be awhile... I told her I was going to the store and to stay inside. She agreed and I remember running through the house and as soon as I opened the door, a misty shadow burst inside and tried to make itself inside. It howled like a banshee might and I fought it off, pushing it back outside and shutting the door behind me. I stopped and all around me was the evil. They looked as though they were dark souls. Misty black shadows that had a human form and glowing eyes that were very narrow and glowered at me with hate. I took off running towards the store and ran back into sunshine. I looked behind me only to see that they were following me.. "Good," I thought to myself. If they followed me, then they weren't concerned with the girl... I ran inside of the store and for hours and hours I looked for the mother, but never found her ( at least I don't remember finding her ). Instead, I thought to myself that I needed some things. I walked around for hours it seemed and finally saw what I wanted. I stood in front of a whole aisle full of candles. I knew that I didn't need just any candle... For some reason, I knew it had to smell good... VERY good... I was looking for candles that held some type of incense. I had found them. I chose two candles to buy... One was pink and VERY large, set inside of glass. It was shaped like an upright sphere, like a stick of deodorant is shaped. It smelled very musky, yet sweet at the same time. The second candle was blue and also large, but not as big as the pink candle. It too, was inside of glass, only this was round and rectangular... How most glade candles look... It smelled very fresh...like how one would smell when they get out of the shower. I also bought a lighter to light the candles and a few other items I wish I could remember. I think I put them back after I found the candles... Maybe it was something wood, a material possession I did not need, so I put it back... And I had grabbed burning insense inside bottles, but since I had found the candles, I had put that back as well. I payed for my things and walked outside... I suddenly knew that the evil was gone for a short time... But, I knew they wouldn't be back that day. I walked back to the house where the little girl was and that is when she came stumbling behind a bush.. Her joints were swollen and she could hardly move. She had sneeked out and had hung out with her friends... but, I had a gut feeling that she had gone to see a lover. I scolded her and then helped her home.. Wondering the whole time, if the evil had gotten to her. I still don't know....
I woke up to Nathan crawling in the bed with me, wrapping my arm around him and he looked at me and smiled. He layed there next to me and finally, Justin came in to get him and Nathan started screaming and crying to me and yelling, "mommy, wake up!!!" And I finally snapped out of it. I was awake.. I saw Nathan laying there with me... But I was still in that dream world... Until my kid woke me up that is... Now it is off to getting ready for work... Jamey is working and Justin is sleeping... Another day like any other.. Just with a weird start.. Maybe I'll find out what all of that meant, besides the more obvious parts... ( Pink candles represent Libra's.. And Blue candles are for healing and the psychic...) Okay... into the shower I go and put make-up on... It's funny, I drew a picture on our dressing room wall ( Among other things... And I was asked to do more..) It has a girl who is taking a mask away from her face and it says, " Never hide who you really are...."
I awoke in a very small town... The type where everyone knows everyone's business. ( Now this is the part that is pretty vague ) I remember a small white house with a pointed roof... It had white siding all around it. The front of the house had two windows, perfectly lined and spaced between the main door. This is where I lived. I could sense it.. The windows either had blue or yellow trim around them on the shutters. It was very warm outside and I was staring at the house and thinking to myself that there was a relative of mine on my side of the family that lived with me... Someone close to me, yet I felt alone. I was taking care of this person... And I could sense that this relative was very old. I stopped looking at the house and looked around. Everything was green and flowers bloomed... The earth was beautiful and the smell was aromatic. I remember studying how things were growing and I could sense that this was the end of Spring and beginning of Summer... But, through all of this I had a feeling that soemthing was wrong with the world... Something evil that lurked behind the flowers and watched me. It didn't know that I knew it was there. Several evils surrounded me and though I could not see them physically, my mind had shown me figures that were dark and looming... Tall and twisted in different ways... The sky began to darken and suddenly knew why they were there... To influence and spread the evil that they contained. I began to run... For some reason I stopped at a house that was set back pretty far from the road. It had a long round driveway that led to it and this house was tall and painted a light blue-grey color. It had less windows than the last one, but more land.. But, the land was less fruitful. I looked behind me and I could see dark clouds passing over the road I had just traveled. I looked at the house again and something told me to protect 'her'. I ran up the drive only to burst through the back door and I screamed, "They are coming!!" I was greeted by a beautiful mexican mother. She was tall and looked quite young to be a mother. She had long silky, dark hair, a trimmed figure, and beautiful features, holding dark eyes. She grabbed my hands and smiled and said, "She is back there." So, we smiled at each other and I went through the house looking for her. The mother trailed behind me, giving me instructions to be very careful with her daughter, because she had 'swolling joints'. She told me that whenever her daughter did excessive exercise, her joints swelled and it hurt her very deeply, a condition she was born with that crippled her. The house seemed to glow inside, even though a storm began to build outside as the evils grew closer. I knew they wanted her. I tried to find her room and as I looked around, I saw very many antiques. Finally, we stopped at a wooden door, that I think had the wooden slides going across it, like blinds built into the door. I looked at the mother and she glowed and smiled and said she had to go to the store and that 'us girls should have fun hanging out together'. I couldn't understand what she meant, because I was a grown woman. It was then, that I realized that the mother was glowing and beautiful, because she was ignorant. She smiled and radiated love, because she didn't know what was going on... The mother represented ignorance.... I looked at the door before I opened it.. But, it did not have the same glow to it, as the rest of the house. But I felt hope coming from inside of it. I opened the door and a small mexican girl wobbled up to me, but she was not at all disfigured... Though her joints were a little big for her size, she held an innocence and beauty that her mom held. She smiled as she came up to me and told me to lay on the bed and that she needed to take a shower before we left and she wanted to get ready. I realized as I looked at pictures of the teenagers on her walls and her being a teenage girl herself, I saw that she would be easily influenced by the evil outside. I was laying on a waterbed as she took her shower. I looked around and saw a VERY small tv across from her bed.. A wooden vanity on my right, next to the door, and on my left was a window and the bathroom she was in. I could hear the shower head going... She was taking forever... I could see the evil getting closer and enveloping the house... I had to run to the store and get the mother before she came back and got hurt. I knew the daughter would be safe inside... I called to her and asked if she was ready yet and she said she was going to be awhile... I told her I was going to the store and to stay inside. She agreed and I remember running through the house and as soon as I opened the door, a misty shadow burst inside and tried to make itself inside. It howled like a banshee might and I fought it off, pushing it back outside and shutting the door behind me. I stopped and all around me was the evil. They looked as though they were dark souls. Misty black shadows that had a human form and glowing eyes that were very narrow and glowered at me with hate. I took off running towards the store and ran back into sunshine. I looked behind me only to see that they were following me.. "Good," I thought to myself. If they followed me, then they weren't concerned with the girl... I ran inside of the store and for hours and hours I looked for the mother, but never found her ( at least I don't remember finding her ). Instead, I thought to myself that I needed some things. I walked around for hours it seemed and finally saw what I wanted. I stood in front of a whole aisle full of candles. I knew that I didn't need just any candle... For some reason, I knew it had to smell good... VERY good... I was looking for candles that held some type of incense. I had found them. I chose two candles to buy... One was pink and VERY large, set inside of glass. It was shaped like an upright sphere, like a stick of deodorant is shaped. It smelled very musky, yet sweet at the same time. The second candle was blue and also large, but not as big as the pink candle. It too, was inside of glass, only this was round and rectangular... How most glade candles look... It smelled very fresh...like how one would smell when they get out of the shower. I also bought a lighter to light the candles and a few other items I wish I could remember. I think I put them back after I found the candles... Maybe it was something wood, a material possession I did not need, so I put it back... And I had grabbed burning insense inside bottles, but since I had found the candles, I had put that back as well. I payed for my things and walked outside... I suddenly knew that the evil was gone for a short time... But, I knew they wouldn't be back that day. I walked back to the house where the little girl was and that is when she came stumbling behind a bush.. Her joints were swollen and she could hardly move. She had sneeked out and had hung out with her friends... but, I had a gut feeling that she had gone to see a lover. I scolded her and then helped her home.. Wondering the whole time, if the evil had gotten to her. I still don't know....
I woke up to Nathan crawling in the bed with me, wrapping my arm around him and he looked at me and smiled. He layed there next to me and finally, Justin came in to get him and Nathan started screaming and crying to me and yelling, "mommy, wake up!!!" And I finally snapped out of it. I was awake.. I saw Nathan laying there with me... But I was still in that dream world... Until my kid woke me up that is... Now it is off to getting ready for work... Jamey is working and Justin is sleeping... Another day like any other.. Just with a weird start.. Maybe I'll find out what all of that meant, besides the more obvious parts... ( Pink candles represent Libra's.. And Blue candles are for healing and the psychic...) Okay... into the shower I go and put make-up on... It's funny, I drew a picture on our dressing room wall ( Among other things... And I was asked to do more..) It has a girl who is taking a mask away from her face and it says, " Never hide who you really are...."