Jun 28, 2008 00:25
I was internet surfing livejournal, specifically posts of rememberence.
What I read, was both interesting from a nostalgia viewpoint, intellectual from a philosphers standpoint, and hit right at heart center.
Specifically, an older LJ'r who is everyones "mother" on the internet who stated: "you are special Kevin".
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My middle and high school guidance council were worthless.
During the summer events of 98, I ended up seeing a adolecent shrink for a small period of time, who was worthless.
I brought this up to Karla on Wednesday. In her opinon, possible hurdles could of been easily avoided if previous members had any "pick up". Which they didn't. Her interest laid in the notion that as 17 year old, I had the gaul to choose to see a shrink. It was my idea, to see this person. My choice. Not my parents, not my guidence council, MY CHOICE.
And apart of me is curious as to the adolecent shrink-as to her diagnosis, if she had any.
I havn't written much about those events in 98, commonly referred to as the "theatre camp experience", because i already have. I dealt with it up through college, and finally the dead horse was finally beaten for the final time.
But what I realised through all of this, the point of this entry-is the idea of "special". Of being unique. That ten years later, I look back with humility, and another view........
karla,
life