Keep walking....
"Wednesday:
She spoke to me last night. I'm certain it was her. I passed a payhone on the street in Metairie, La. It rang, I picked up the handset.
'Are you okay' said a voice.
'Who is this?' 'Maybe you have the wrong number'.
'Maybe I do' she said, 'but are you okay?'
'I don't know,' I said.
'know that you are loved', she said. And I knew it had to be her. I wanted to tell her that i loved her to, but by then she had put down the phone. If it was her, she was only there for a moment. Maybe it was the wrong number.
I'm so close now. I buy a postcard from a homeless guy on the sidewalk with a blanket of stuff, and I write REMEMBER on it, in lipstick, so now I won't forget. but the wind comes up and carries it away...and just for now..I guess I'm going to keep on walking...."**
Sleeping was a mix bag of goodness today done in shifts. Hadn't seen Karla since OCTOBER. There wasn't enough time in the hour alloted to update on lifes adventures, but I tried. She did't give any information out about "you know who" and yet, her aproach, well there is a reason why her and I get along, she has this third eye which is very omniscent and all knowing. Nothings changed. Although tonight my anxiety issue is quite high for whatever reason, and I am dealing with it. There is nothing to do but keep on walking------------
***Neil Gammon Tori amos Scarlet walk tour book.
She spoke to me last night. I'm certain it was her. I passed a payhone on the street in Metairie, La. It rang, I picked up the handset.
'Are you okay' said a voice.
'Who is this?' 'Maybe you have the wrong number'.
'Maybe I do' she said, 'but are you okay?'
'I don't know,' I said.
'know that you are loved', she said. And I knew it had to be her. I wanted to tell her that i loved her to, but by then she had put down the phone. If it was her, she was only there for a moment. Maybe it was the wrong number.
I'm so close now. I buy a postcard from a homeless guy on the sidewalk with a blanket of stuff, and I write REMEMBER on it, in lipstick, so now I won't forget. but the wind comes up and carries it away...and just for now..I guess I'm going to keep on walking...."**
Sleeping was a mix bag of goodness today done in shifts. Hadn't seen Karla since OCTOBER. There wasn't enough time in the hour alloted to update on lifes adventures, but I tried. She did't give any information out about "you know who" and yet, her aproach, well there is a reason why her and I get along, she has this third eye which is very omniscent and all knowing. Nothings changed. Although tonight my anxiety issue is quite high for whatever reason, and I am dealing with it. There is nothing to do but keep on walking------------
***Neil Gammon Tori amos Scarlet walk tour book.