December sucks!
Life has been incredibly busy. December is crazy busy at work.. and now we have had two people quit and one person on vacation this week - work sucks! Busy, short staffed, pressure from people above me to meet goals..
I've been sick, it's taking forever to heal. Little practice but the band has a gig in a week with only one more day of practice. We will suck compared to what we are capable of.. but hopefully we can pull it off. Often, when we think we sucked, others say it was one of our better performances. We compare it to practice.. but live, it's always different what people in the crows hear. Still.. it's another worry.
I'm also worried about the girl I like. She has been lost in depression.. not able to talk to me much. I worry so much.. because I care so much. I think it will only make her feel more lost if I remind her of what she means to me. I don't care if she ever gives me a chance - I would give anything just to make her feel better about herself.
I've been sick, it's taking forever to heal. Little practice but the band has a gig in a week with only one more day of practice. We will suck compared to what we are capable of.. but hopefully we can pull it off. Often, when we think we sucked, others say it was one of our better performances. We compare it to practice.. but live, it's always different what people in the crows hear. Still.. it's another worry.
I'm also worried about the girl I like. She has been lost in depression.. not able to talk to me much. I worry so much.. because I care so much. I think it will only make her feel more lost if I remind her of what she means to me. I don't care if she ever gives me a chance - I would give anything just to make her feel better about herself.