Oct 12, 2004 01:43
Stole this from renegade_myth. I didn't answer his, but he knows all the answers I'd give anyway.
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
() take me home for the night?
() would you let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car kareoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
In other news, I'm depressed as usual. Why? Let's just say I once again feel like a waste of material. Some of you might know why that is, but it's not something I want publicly known, so I'll keep it to myself. You'd think I'd be a total goth by now, I'm depressed and jaded enough to throw myself infront of a bus if I didn't want to put my friends through the aftermath. Not to mention there's no guarantee that it'd have the desired result. ...And the really funny thing is, I write this here, but I'm willing to bet that nobody will comment on it, which further reinforces my point. ...Okay, well maybe one or two people will, if I'm lucky. But then I'm not so good at commenting on other people's stuff, so I guess I deserve it.
Add to that I've just spent Thanksgiving alone, a million miles from my family and without the company of any of my friends. ...My Thanksgiving dinner consisted of soup. The only real attention I got from anyone this weekend was phonecalls from my parents, which just further reminded me of how far away I am from the only people in the world who actually love me. That, and arguing with some idiots on the muck I still play on; since renegade_myth left it just hasn't been the same, and I don't know why I keep going back now. Must be because there's a few other people there I like.
...HOly crap, what a rant underneath of a fun little doodad, eh? I suppose I'll spare you all from further irritation. Meh.