Come and dance with me, I'm easy.
Friday night I broke two of my New Years Resolutions. Over-consumption of alcohol and random sexual encounters. To some people, this could mean that 2005 is going extremely well, but...Its just another headache for me.
Saw a guy I'd already met before in Fab Cafe, like some big Alice in Wonderland coincidence. At least we have the same taste in music/gay clubs? Sal was saying that its weird to go to Mission one night and Fab the next, so I guess we're all a bit crazy. At least it means I'm not the only one dragged to odd but fun places on the whim of my friends. I'm always so trusting.
But, yeah..It was all going well, apart from the fact that I was wrecked and saying the most amazingly odd things. Apparently I get quite jealous when I'm that drunk. Why? I'm the most laid back person usuaually so its dead embarassing. And then he went to the toilet and told me to wait a minute. So, guess what I did? Got off with some random 7ft blond guy. I don't even remember how I came to be kissing this person, there was a realisation that I was. So I kept pushing him off me, but then forgetting and kissing him again. Say no to seven whiskeys, kids. On the plus side, I remember it being fun. I'd push him, he'd grab my wrists. It was like fully clothed kinky sex in a roomfull of people. Anyway I finally got rid of him at the bar, found the other guy and realised he'd been watching the entire thing. So..I just sortof stood there and ate an orange lollipop. Of which they sell copius amounts in Fab. But it was okay, I was drunk enough to be forgiven apparently and I ended up going home with him. Hes a bit immature for 26 but thats good, it was a giggle. And I like the way he dresses, and laughs at me and random other stuff, and I don't, usually, men usually treat me like dirt and..I tend to prefer it that way.
I'd be too embarassed to want to see him again tho. I reckon his mates think I'm crazy, which is bad, plus, he was so nice, I practically felt like I was taking advanatage of him, hes way more sexually restrained than I am. I'd quite like to do something not involving alcohol, so I do alctually seem like a person, not just a painted whore. Like, today, I didn't sleep with anyone, I watched time team!
Saw a guy I'd already met before in Fab Cafe, like some big Alice in Wonderland coincidence. At least we have the same taste in music/gay clubs? Sal was saying that its weird to go to Mission one night and Fab the next, so I guess we're all a bit crazy. At least it means I'm not the only one dragged to odd but fun places on the whim of my friends. I'm always so trusting.
But, yeah..It was all going well, apart from the fact that I was wrecked and saying the most amazingly odd things. Apparently I get quite jealous when I'm that drunk. Why? I'm the most laid back person usuaually so its dead embarassing. And then he went to the toilet and told me to wait a minute. So, guess what I did? Got off with some random 7ft blond guy. I don't even remember how I came to be kissing this person, there was a realisation that I was. So I kept pushing him off me, but then forgetting and kissing him again. Say no to seven whiskeys, kids. On the plus side, I remember it being fun. I'd push him, he'd grab my wrists. It was like fully clothed kinky sex in a roomfull of people. Anyway I finally got rid of him at the bar, found the other guy and realised he'd been watching the entire thing. So..I just sortof stood there and ate an orange lollipop. Of which they sell copius amounts in Fab. But it was okay, I was drunk enough to be forgiven apparently and I ended up going home with him. Hes a bit immature for 26 but thats good, it was a giggle. And I like the way he dresses, and laughs at me and random other stuff, and I don't, usually, men usually treat me like dirt and..I tend to prefer it that way.
I'd be too embarassed to want to see him again tho. I reckon his mates think I'm crazy, which is bad, plus, he was so nice, I practically felt like I was taking advanatage of him, hes way more sexually restrained than I am. I'd quite like to do something not involving alcohol, so I do alctually seem like a person, not just a painted whore. Like, today, I didn't sleep with anyone, I watched time team!