I don't know what I want
Well, they postponed court, of course. It was all over a really stupid technicality, too. A bunch of papers that were filed, that they even had copies of, had gotten lost. I don't see why they couldn't have just used to copies...So, the new date will be the 8th of August. I guess it's better than September.
I'm sort of relieved, yet still really anxious. I want it to be over, but at the same time, when my grandparents called to say it had been postponed, I was really nervous, thinking they were going to tell me that a decision had been reached. I don't know whether or not I want to go home, or stay here. There are positives and negatives to both. I guess I just want what's best. I want it to be done.
I'm sort of relieved, yet still really anxious. I want it to be over, but at the same time, when my grandparents called to say it had been postponed, I was really nervous, thinking they were going to tell me that a decision had been reached. I don't know whether or not I want to go home, or stay here. There are positives and negatives to both. I guess I just want what's best. I want it to be done.