take me to that other place
On Saturday, I still loved him.
him.
[ahem].
i don't completely understand it. but in some strange way, it is happy to love, even if one is not loved in return.
On Monday, I had one of the most beautiful experiences.
it wasn't with him [ahem]. but it still meant something. more than i thought it would.
i feel strange. but oddly good.
again, i don't understand it.
On Friday, today, i remember how much silly songs like "Beautiful Day" (U2), "Everlong" and "My Hero" (Foo Fighters), "I Will Buy You A New Life" and "Father of Mine" (Everclear), and "One" (Apocalpytica) meant to me years ago.
they have more sway with me still than i thought they would.
Since the end of last year, I still miss having things as they were with Tracy.
my underlying fear is losing the one friend that would be much harder to lose than any before her.
him.
[ahem].
i don't completely understand it. but in some strange way, it is happy to love, even if one is not loved in return.
On Monday, I had one of the most beautiful experiences.
it wasn't with him [ahem]. but it still meant something. more than i thought it would.
i feel strange. but oddly good.
again, i don't understand it.
On Friday, today, i remember how much silly songs like "Beautiful Day" (U2), "Everlong" and "My Hero" (Foo Fighters), "I Will Buy You A New Life" and "Father of Mine" (Everclear), and "One" (Apocalpytica) meant to me years ago.
they have more sway with me still than i thought they would.
Since the end of last year, I still miss having things as they were with Tracy.
my underlying fear is losing the one friend that would be much harder to lose than any before her.