I Never Thought I'd Find it Again...
I cannot believe what has been happening with my life right now. Six months ago, I thought it was impossible for me to ever find happiness again. Even though I searched for it for so long, just to get satisfaction that I could too, find someone else just as fast as the other.
But this time, happiness totally found me. Like I can't believe I met someone so fantastic, so in touch with himself, loyal, true, and fucking hot as all god dammed hell. I feel like he's the kinda guy that only appears in movies sorta.
He makes me feel like an individual. He compliments me, treats me, respects me and above all, he fits in PERFECTLY with my circle of friends. He made me realize that it's ok to try and love again. I'll admit, my heart was torn apart. But why have this wall built around it your whole life? Someone's gonna come and take it down. And I think I finally found that person. It's like being crippled in an accident, getting healed, and then picking up and walking again. You'll never know what else is out there unless you give it a chance. I may not be pefect, I may not be everything someone is looking for, but I sure as hell deserve so much better than what my past gave to me.
And through it all, he saw past all my imperfections and makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. And I know it's true this time, I really do because these words would not be flowing so easily if it wasn't true.
I thought I found my missing puzzle piece 2 years ago, but it turns out everything happens for a reason. And the reason was to have me discover that the "best" is yet to come. And that puzzle piece I thought fit so long ago, was tossed out on the highway so many months ago haha.
This is going to be a fantastic year.
PM <3 MP 9/7/08
But this time, happiness totally found me. Like I can't believe I met someone so fantastic, so in touch with himself, loyal, true, and fucking hot as all god dammed hell. I feel like he's the kinda guy that only appears in movies sorta.
He makes me feel like an individual. He compliments me, treats me, respects me and above all, he fits in PERFECTLY with my circle of friends. He made me realize that it's ok to try and love again. I'll admit, my heart was torn apart. But why have this wall built around it your whole life? Someone's gonna come and take it down. And I think I finally found that person. It's like being crippled in an accident, getting healed, and then picking up and walking again. You'll never know what else is out there unless you give it a chance. I may not be pefect, I may not be everything someone is looking for, but I sure as hell deserve so much better than what my past gave to me.
And through it all, he saw past all my imperfections and makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. And I know it's true this time, I really do because these words would not be flowing so easily if it wasn't true.
I thought I found my missing puzzle piece 2 years ago, but it turns out everything happens for a reason. And the reason was to have me discover that the "best" is yet to come. And that puzzle piece I thought fit so long ago, was tossed out on the highway so many months ago haha.
This is going to be a fantastic year.
PM <3 MP 9/7/08