Today's the Day
Audition is in about four hours.
I woke up last night at four and all my stress just crashed into my head. I couldn't fall asleep for an hour because all I could think was "They're going to hate me. I'll seem amateur. I won't have enough time. I'll make mistakes. I won't be as good as I know I can be."
Luckily, I guess that one hour was enough to drain me of that anxiety because I feel surprisingly good right now. I hope this calm sticks.
I love you guys, and thanks for all your help as long as I've known you. Actors really are neurotic because I think if I didn't hear the good things you all say to me, I'd be a mess. So thanks for that.
Well, I hope I can do another post, preferably ecstatic :)
<3
I woke up last night at four and all my stress just crashed into my head. I couldn't fall asleep for an hour because all I could think was "They're going to hate me. I'll seem amateur. I won't have enough time. I'll make mistakes. I won't be as good as I know I can be."
Luckily, I guess that one hour was enough to drain me of that anxiety because I feel surprisingly good right now. I hope this calm sticks.
I love you guys, and thanks for all your help as long as I've known you. Actors really are neurotic because I think if I didn't hear the good things you all say to me, I'd be a mess. So thanks for that.
Well, I hope I can do another post, preferably ecstatic :)
<3