sick
well im fkn sick n i have to work tonight and tomorrow, so i wont get to c much family for thanksgiving
i like th people i work with, but i dont are for th job anymore
i cant seem to get my thoughts together in the situation.
maybe if i were more satisfied with what m doin outside of work, it wouldn't b so stressful
i like to met people wich i have done, and it helps, i thinki need to work more on myself, b4 i meet people
i have made good friends and reunited with old ones
but i cant move on until i take care of whats on my plate now.
i been fairly depressed lately, i need to dive deeply more into my recovery process
i cant build on a foundation that hasn't been finished and re-inforced
alot of things have really disracted me like thy have all my life and thats y im goin thru a recovery program.
hell im almost not in recovery anymore, i was really conforted by it and am almost abandoning it.
i get sick of talkin about the shit that ive done in the last ten yrs wich has gotten me nowhere.
but thats what i have to sort thru, i like the progream/process.
i havent fell off the wagon, but im sleepin on that mothrfcker.
im kinda goin insane in my own head and i understand y
i am conscious of all this, eh... dedication without work, can't work
ok im done sharing ....
.....late
i like th people i work with, but i dont are for th job anymore
i cant seem to get my thoughts together in the situation.
maybe if i were more satisfied with what m doin outside of work, it wouldn't b so stressful
i like to met people wich i have done, and it helps, i thinki need to work more on myself, b4 i meet people
i have made good friends and reunited with old ones
but i cant move on until i take care of whats on my plate now.
i been fairly depressed lately, i need to dive deeply more into my recovery process
i cant build on a foundation that hasn't been finished and re-inforced
alot of things have really disracted me like thy have all my life and thats y im goin thru a recovery program.
hell im almost not in recovery anymore, i was really conforted by it and am almost abandoning it.
i get sick of talkin about the shit that ive done in the last ten yrs wich has gotten me nowhere.
but thats what i have to sort thru, i like the progream/process.
i havent fell off the wagon, but im sleepin on that mothrfcker.
im kinda goin insane in my own head and i understand y
i am conscious of all this, eh... dedication without work, can't work
ok im done sharing ....
.....late