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Aug 30, 2010 15:18

I feel better about myself lately. Things are out of control, and that's ok. Me and Nancy are in love and that's great. I'm not where I want to be just yet, but with my efforts it gets closer everyday. I think I'm learning the importance of the journey, not just from where i've been to where I'm going but also the unexpected things along the way.
Me and Nancy stayed with Dad and Nancy a few weekends ago, and that was an interesting time. Filled with tubing, star gazing, fishing, drinking sangria, yellow boats, beauty, and family. Dad jumped on my shit on the way home about my choice of direction in life and it got under my skin for about a week. I'm no longer bothered by it and through cause and effect have developed a sense of pride and honor in the path I'm walking.
I'm learning the importance of dignity and patience
Talking about the path is most certainly different from walking it.
This will all build in time to be a reality and I have found somebody who has also found me and we share in the beauties of life, this comforts me.
For a while I felt like a man lost in the woods seeking direction.
MY writing has been trucking along, I've been developing things more personally. I've realized (again) that art cannot be rushed.
This makes me smile.
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