Ranting...
This Bells Palsy has me in a mood, and I don't see myself getting out...at least not until my energy returns to normal. I just have no fuckin energy to enjoy anything right now. I go to work, and I'm so fucking drained when I get home, I take a two-hour nap! I check e-mails and such, have a quick dinner, and I'm in bed by 7:30~8...then I fuckin wake up at 4 to do it all over again. Now where the FUCK is the enjoyment in that!? So to save my friends' sanity, I'm pretty much disappearing for a few weeks. Who fuckin wants to listen to someone that has no energy to go out for even just a cup of coffee, anyway!? I really wish the Bells Palsy clears-up soon, I'm tired of being such a cynical misanthrope. I've quickly realized that the only fuckin place a long-term relationship exists in my life is when I'm dreaming...cuz I have to be fuckin asleep to believe in it!
I realize I've said the word "fuck" a lot in this post, but it's not like anyone actually fuckin reads this...
I realize I've said the word "fuck" a lot in this post, but it's not like anyone actually fuckin reads this...