It's out of my hands....
Well, it's all up to her, now. She weaseled-out of consecutive dates, but it was the way she did it that I had issue with...waiting for me to ask on the 11th hour and not being forth-coming about it. That's the red flag that trumps all red flags, I don't even tolerate that with my friends, let alone romantic interests, which is why I have a very small circle of friends that I know in my heart of hearts that I can depend on.
I may be a sweet, caring and easy-going guy, but I'm certainly nobody's doormat. So I told her that we have a few things to talk about and it's up to her whether she wants to call and talk about it. In my mind, we're through unless she 1)owns-up to it, 2)comes to me to meet-up, and 3)follows-through on those commitments. If she does all of that, then there might be a chance. The only reason why I'm keeping that door unlocked is due to the deep energetic connection we share, which is NOT easy to find! However, I doubt she'll even call, which tells me that she didn't care as deeply about me as I'd originally felt.
I'm all about treating a woman well, but any relationship (romantic or otherwise) has to be 50/50 to be healthy. As we went along, she stopped meeting me half-way. So if nothing changes, I'm going back to my plan of going to drum circles & festivals, enjoying myself and maybe something will grow from that. Only time will tell, but through it all, I will continue to just Be.
I may be a sweet, caring and easy-going guy, but I'm certainly nobody's doormat. So I told her that we have a few things to talk about and it's up to her whether she wants to call and talk about it. In my mind, we're through unless she 1)owns-up to it, 2)comes to me to meet-up, and 3)follows-through on those commitments. If she does all of that, then there might be a chance. The only reason why I'm keeping that door unlocked is due to the deep energetic connection we share, which is NOT easy to find! However, I doubt she'll even call, which tells me that she didn't care as deeply about me as I'd originally felt.
I'm all about treating a woman well, but any relationship (romantic or otherwise) has to be 50/50 to be healthy. As we went along, she stopped meeting me half-way. So if nothing changes, I'm going back to my plan of going to drum circles & festivals, enjoying myself and maybe something will grow from that. Only time will tell, but through it all, I will continue to just Be.