I think this day is supposed to be important, but I can't remember why...
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I don't think what we did was wrong, but...I don't know why I feel a little guilty?
Ichigo and Ichimaru-sama don't get along. It would be nice if they could, but I know they're on opposing sides. I should speak to Aizen-sama, too, but...well, I don't know.
Do I need to pick a side? I suppose not here...I'm glad for it.
I have been feeling a little weak lately...I wonder if that's a sign this is about to end? Hopefully I'll be able to access this in my child form.
Or maybe I've just been thinking too much, lately. That human holiday is certainly enough to have fun and yet feel strangely lonely at the same time. I can't help but think that Ichimaru-sama is feeling lonely about something too. Maybe that's what sake is for?
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(( OOC; It's Nel's birthday! She just doesn't remember. Technically it's going to be the day she became an Arrancar, since the obviously don't have real "birthday"s. ))