I'm such a loser.
Life is so full of surprises. I have been dating Kassanndra for about a week now, and things are great so far. Her brother is being, well a typical over-protective brother. He has threatened 3 times so far, that if I hurt her in way, shape or form that he'll beat my ass. Mreh, I'm not worried. I for one, do not plan on hurting her at all. She's so awesome, but then again, in the begging they always are. I am having fun, but I am going to need to learn to not be as submissive, and how to put my foot down. I ain't gunna be her bitch. Wait, I probably will anyway. My only problem is kissing. Now, I know that kissing doesn't seem like such a big deal, but to me it is. For some unknown reason, I am having a hard time getting up enough courage to take the plunge. Haha, that sounds so weird. Anyway, her brother was trying to force us to kiss tonight, wasn't successful. I want to kiss her, and she wants to kiss me....but she told me no kisses, because I had smoked a cigarette or two. I need to quit, honestly. I hope things work out for us....it would be really quit awesome. Really, I need another word for 'awesome', I say it too much. Well, anyway if any of my friends, or even passer-bys who happen to read this have any advice, please led me some, I could greatly use it. Thanx much.