Mood Schwing!
Went to the doctor's today (twice, but that's another story) and I'm fine and everything is doing what it's supposed to be doing, except for the soreness, so I'm going to get back to life.
All of a sudden, while reviewing grant proposals, sitting here with the windows open, I decided to mow the lawn after my haircut appt tonight and suddenly I am really looking forward to this weekend. I feel like I am going to have fun, like there will be things to do, like I will make progress on things that need progressing.
Suddenly, hope.
And that's how fast the despair comes on too. I will ride the highs, since I have to drown in the lows. Haircut and a nice lawn! Maybe I'll even get the string wound onto the trimmer!
All of a sudden, while reviewing grant proposals, sitting here with the windows open, I decided to mow the lawn after my haircut appt tonight and suddenly I am really looking forward to this weekend. I feel like I am going to have fun, like there will be things to do, like I will make progress on things that need progressing.
Suddenly, hope.
And that's how fast the despair comes on too. I will ride the highs, since I have to drown in the lows. Haircut and a nice lawn! Maybe I'll even get the string wound onto the trimmer!