Autumn
Waking up is easier when you are going to a job that you really enjoy.
I thing it is a little surreal to think that up until just one month ago, I really felt that the crappy things in my life totally outnumbered the good. The only really good thing I could think of was Scott and I felt guilty all the time because I knew I was such a downer. And by downer I mean really really depressed and loathing every aspect of my life.
NOW I have to think hard to find things that I really don't like about my life. Scott is still pretty much the best best thing (because I am stupid-in-love-with-him) but now I don't have to feel guilty about that because I'm not a huge old downer anymore and I have the energy to invest joy in other things too! So even though he is my favorite person, thing, and activity, I do other stuff now too way more often.
Changing jobs has impacted my life even more positively than I hoped it would. Hells yeah!
I thing it is a little surreal to think that up until just one month ago, I really felt that the crappy things in my life totally outnumbered the good. The only really good thing I could think of was Scott and I felt guilty all the time because I knew I was such a downer. And by downer I mean really really depressed and loathing every aspect of my life.
NOW I have to think hard to find things that I really don't like about my life. Scott is still pretty much the best best thing (because I am stupid-in-love-with-him) but now I don't have to feel guilty about that because I'm not a huge old downer anymore and I have the energy to invest joy in other things too! So even though he is my favorite person, thing, and activity, I do other stuff now too way more often.
Changing jobs has impacted my life even more positively than I hoped it would. Hells yeah!