It can't be this hard...can it?

May 06, 2004 19:53

I don't know why it's so hard. Why is is so dang hard to talk to that one person you care about more than anyone in the world. More importantly, how do you live with yourself knowing what she'll most likly say? My heart's tearing in two! I gotta' tell her, but I know what might happen...

I'm more pathetic than I thought. And here I keep saying that people should "Follow their hearts", and I'm not following mine. If I was, I would have already told her already. And I haven't.

I know she's the one. People have said to me that their are other fish in the sea, but she's the only golden one. No matter if I even go out with anyone else, I'll always have two loves in my life: the person I might be going out with, and her. And if by some miracle by God that I do manage to go steady with the girl of my dreams, then that means I'll love her twice as much.

I know everyone finds love at different times in their lives, but if I've already found it, why is it still taking so long...?
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