one of those days

[third_eye22]

I'm having one of those days...
I feel like i will be knocked of at the knees
by an innocent spring breeze...

to turn back time,
just a flight of fancy dreaming,
now to move foward,
with concrete boots,

my legs will get stronger
did i lose this time around?
so many questions
i cant answer for myself anymore.

foolish deeds
can be mended
wonderful people
i don't want to lose.

never said my choices were wise,
just deathly easy
finding clarity
through the sick
like walking through shit
without a shovel

people breakdown
sometimes get weaker
i couldnt slow down
i had no time to ask myself why.
so i weared myself to the edge of the cliff

and i watched the seagulls
try to push me off
they kawed and mocked me
as rocks broke beneath my feet

but i was too busy watching the view
to see the gorge below me
dangerous beauty
is what i call it
dangerous peace,

a box from the air
to stop the fighting
for now
but later?
didnt matter as long as they're fed. right?

when ur hungry,
reasoning flies out the window
as soon as bread grazes your fingers
and you eat without thinking
for fear of starving to death.