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it seems these days that i can't get it right. Life, that is. not to complain, because I'm not, I just need a change. even though I may be walking up hill in life, it seems as though everything i live with is pushing me back down. the things I have to hope for are losing their muster. I miss someone, and I'm sure it's my fault she doesn't miss me.
My education seems to be going nowhere, as well. I've spent the past 6 years learning all the same things and now I just don't see the point to sit in two theatre classes consisting of all the same information I've been pumped full for 6 years. I should have just taken one class and quit then, because i would have known just as much as I do now. I'm fully aware that life has it's ups and down and obstacles in the road, but i was also led to believe that it would always be an occasion that i was unfamiliar with, not the same things for years and years, leaving me feeling like I inhabit the biggest rut of the century.
life is lonely with no one to share it with and no originality
I really have no closure for this, I'm just living in the valley, so to speak, trying to find a way up one of these sides
My education seems to be going nowhere, as well. I've spent the past 6 years learning all the same things and now I just don't see the point to sit in two theatre classes consisting of all the same information I've been pumped full for 6 years. I should have just taken one class and quit then, because i would have known just as much as I do now. I'm fully aware that life has it's ups and down and obstacles in the road, but i was also led to believe that it would always be an occasion that i was unfamiliar with, not the same things for years and years, leaving me feeling like I inhabit the biggest rut of the century.
life is lonely with no one to share it with and no originality
I really have no closure for this, I'm just living in the valley, so to speak, trying to find a way up one of these sides