I'm feeling really done with everything.
I just don't even know where to start. I'm feeling so insecure in every sense of the word. I quit smoking pot, I was eating regularly. The boy who broke my heart came back to me and I feel like I've got a happy little family. Between the urges to have another child, and the need to feel stick thin I just feel stuck. I feel like I'm stuck in a slump. I can't get out of bed, I cry when my sweet boyfriend WHO DOES ANYTHING FOR ME has to get a ride with an older female friend. I feel like I've gained so much weight, but Drew (bf) says that he likes my body much better and that I look much healthier. I've recently switched birth controls, and I just feel like my world is crumbling. I can't even do my laundry. Fuck the world and everything in it is basically how I feel. It sums it up. I just want to hide and not do anything ever. don't know how to get over this.