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Right now I think I'm having a slight breakdown. All you did is poke my nipple but it was just so disrespectful. It like you just don't give a fuck. It bothered me. It really did. It made me cry it bothered me so bad. And then I go into the bathroom to cry and cry and cry. I think I've got myself together and then I look in the mirror and realize how I'm never going to look the same again. Yu could have just LET ME HAVE A FUCKING ABORTION and I wouldn't feel this way right now. I wouldn't be so angry. You're not even acting like you want to be a father I can't believe yu. I just feel so jealous that you got a full child hood and I have to miss out on that because of the decision you made FOR me. I really don't think I'll ever be able to love our daughter. Just because I wanted so badly NOT to bring her into this world. I feel disgusted in myself.
I hate me more than ever.
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