Sep 05, 2005 19:56
yEh. hi. hi. gosh dontcha hate it whe you havent talked in a while and you just dont know where to start, and there is no way in hell that you could possibly remember what has happened since you last talked, well that is my dilemma now.
a few good things:
jt is my lover now!!
i met this really cool chick, beth
keenan turned 16
this school year is awesome so far!!
i get my license sept. 12 @2:45
i only work on sundays
a few bad things:
we dont have tristain...yet
i still havent reached my fuckin summer goals
love sucks
ice cream is really that damn good
--hottubs are fun stuff
JEFF-
so we talked for months before it finally happened, i like him a lot like i might possibly love him, but i give and get a lot of mixed signals and i dont wanna mistake liking him as much as i do for love...w.e so yEh i never called him much when we were talking because i was trying to play hard to get a little too much, and i wanted to give him his space, but he took it as too much space leaves too much time to talk to anyone else. so i finally got over it, and started calling him, which is what i wanted to do in the first place. so yEh we got in this huge contradiction over something about a hottub, i never quite got that, but yEh then it was all cool. i wonder why now though instead of any other time. a conversation b/t JT (wanksta) and eric (potsonhead):
potsonmyhead89: my bad dude i got kicked off... fucin
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Wank sta8802: its cool
potsonmyhead89: what you do cuz?
Wank sta8802: nothing talkin to my chick. you?
potsonmyhead89: you talk to her about it yet?
Wank sta8802: yeah everything is cool.
potsonmyhead89: cool cool
Wank sta8802: I really could love this chick! i feel
bad for always thinking shes gonna cheat but im mean
come on, you kno my history, and shes played people
before. i feel sorry, i feel like im being such a dick
to her. but shes a sweetheart and im not gonna try to
doubt her alot less
Wank sta8802: try not to doubt her
Wank sta8802: well you know what i ment
potsonmyhead89: yea
potsonmyhead89: why dont you tell her
Wank sta8802: uhh how about no!
potsonmyhead89: anything els u wanna say before i send
this message to her?
Wank sta8802: dude u dont have her screen name, im
not dumb
potsonmyhead89: yes i do
potsonmyhead89: you showed me a message from her
Wank sta8802: dude im serious u better not
potsonmyhead89: anything els, last call!!!!!!!!!
Wank sta8802: you fuckin better not
Wank sta8802: !!!
Wank sta8802: im not playin
potsonmyhead89: ha ha dont worry im not
Wank sta8802: dats right!
potsonmyhead89: lol
yEh. so he has issues with telling me how he feels, agreed!!
but i <3 em!!
song of the day: trAvis. flowers in the window