i dont feel to good.....: (

[thinning_blood]

well its like 10:06 right now...and i got some bad news (well not bad just...uhhh...just not good i guess) i was chillin in the final cut pro editting lab at like around 830 or so and out of no where i got this fucked up feeling in the pit of my tummy...so i get up and once i stood up i realized i needed to go to the bathroom...well when i got in there i was like hella dizzy and shit so i went into a stall and leaned over a shitter and i just started dry heaving...OMG...i thought i was gunna fucking die cuz i couldnt breathe i just kept on heaving and heaving...but what is very scary is that i had a dream that something like that would happen today...im all freaked out and now i dont feel to good...and i am kinda afraid to drive home...but i gotta...but yeah my tummy feels like shit...i dont know if i could make it home with out feeling like i have to throw up...but oh well...whatever happens happens...right?...i think it might be because of all the pills that i have been taking i thnk they have finally got to me but personally i would rather drive heave then have to feel that fucking pain in my mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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