i will NEVER make it better it will ALWAYS hurt you fucking asshole

Aug 14, 2005 22:14

ive had it im sick and fucking tired of being lied to
am i really that bad a fucking person?
i want fucking replies to that goddamn fucking question

perfect fucking example
i fell in love with someone, what happens she goes and gets a fucking bf after telling me how much she liked me, then while haveing a fucking bf she goes and tells me how i am her one true love blah blah FUCKING BLAH, then she lets her bf get a bf, and throughout this whole fucking thing she comes to me bitching to me about shit, which ya know she never really had a very good reason to bitch, there is NO proof of shit she has heard, so then she tell her bf to make a choice, then tells me she is going to break up with him no matter what, then she doesnt, then i bitch at her bc ya know im sick and tired of this goddamn bullshit, then he chooses her, and she dumps him, then i find out from someone else that the bf and bf didnt break up but they are just telling peopel that, then the bf's bf who i started talking to lies to me about it, IM JUST FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING. the girl is supposed to be one of my best friends and was like a little sister to me but FUCK THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!! i dont know what the fuck to believe anymore so just fuck everything. for the past fucking month everyone has been coming to me about shit and ive gotten dragged into everyones shit and im just fucking sick of it. so fuck you. this is my FINAL FUCKING GOODBYE!!!! no this isnt a suicide thing im just leaving everyone the fuck alone and changing everything so noone can fucking contact me. keep the shit you have of mine, burn it, sell it, break it, i dont fucking care anymore. maybe i will inlist in the army go to a foreign fucking country and die. then maybe each and every one of you greedy ass motherfucker will fuckign be happy

p.s.- sometime by the end of tomorrow all of my online accounts will be deleted
also along with this are my sns

it has gotten to the point where i cannot count nor rely on my best friends and my "family" so there is no point in having any communication with them

ive also came to the conclussion that after my brothers wedding which is the 27th that i will be moving
this is just to ensure that i lose contact with everyone that i know and everyone that knows me as of now

this is my final goodbye
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