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[thinkxtooxmuch]

i'm sick of talking about it. but it hurts and i just want to.
i told him we couldn't see eachother anymore.
bc i didn't want that call telling me that he had a new gf.
he called last night.
told me that he missed me like crazy.
how he was at the beach and his heart ached for me to be there with him.
so we could just hold eachother.
just to be together.
how he still thinks about me.
more than he has in the past few months.
and that he sometimes thinks about me ALL THE TIME and sometimes you dont think.
he asked me if i did the same thing.
and i do, so i said yes.
he told me this song reminds him of me.
that everytime he hears it, i pop into his head.
that i'm the one he wants to be when this song comes on.

Giving In:

"Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink till i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving in
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you"

i think he is starting to realize that i was the one who was ALWAYS THERE FOR HIM.
......I HATE BEING CONFUSED.