Oct 22, 2004 21:22
i called her again last night and it was all still the same.
i'm so tired. i woke up at 6:30 to stare at her screen name and sit and wonder if she'd say anything to me. i know the last thing i sent her last night and i know she saw it this morning. having said nothing, she went idle again a little after seven. so i threw on the epilouge, starred at the ceiling and thought about so much in that hour and ninteen minutes. i got really bummed and made a three song playlist consisting of: piebald - sex sells, single frame - the new car smell, and emperor x - exterminata beat. i dont think i even heard the end of the first song before the phone rang and then the day forced itself upon me.
get over it already.