Apologies
Thoughts -- meaningful thoughts -- have been scant the past few weeks. What little brain power I have to exert on reflections has been poured into the only assigment I've completed for ed law. The rest has simply been squandered on internet flash games and other diversions. I am still an overachiever, but my medium has been procrastination and not academics. It's sad really, to witness so much potential go to waste. Sadder, to only realize it after the fact. Saddest, when I'll probably do the same thing the next day.
God knows I won't have time to do much of anything in just a few months except the care and comfort of two newborn children. Putting it that way strikes a little bit of fear in my heart, but it's fear I can't afford to ignore much longer. (Geesh, who knew I could get so introspective all of the sudden?) If I have any hope of finishing grad school and feeling somewhat worthy of my position as a teacher, I must make some drastic changes in my life...starting with getting to bed sooner and maintaining a regular schedule. How ironic, I didn't really get that accomplished tonight, did I? But there is always tomorrow...G'night
God knows I won't have time to do much of anything in just a few months except the care and comfort of two newborn children. Putting it that way strikes a little bit of fear in my heart, but it's fear I can't afford to ignore much longer. (Geesh, who knew I could get so introspective all of the sudden?) If I have any hope of finishing grad school and feeling somewhat worthy of my position as a teacher, I must make some drastic changes in my life...starting with getting to bed sooner and maintaining a regular schedule. How ironic, I didn't really get that accomplished tonight, did I? But there is always tomorrow...G'night