Feb 26, 2007 23:04
Okay, maybe I'm slow, because he hasn't been around for a couple weeks, but I just assumed that he'd gone on vacation or something. Or was really busy. Was going to send him a little note asking him where he be. And looked on my friends list and couldn't find his name. Had he unfriended me? Why in the world would he unfriend me!? No, he'd unfriended everyone. Taken it all down. Done. Either that or he went underground and I wasn't invited. In any case, no wonder my days are a little sadder. No wonder I was so lacking in wisdom and wit.
I'm really thinking one of these days not too long from now I may also. I've been considering this for awhile, and I haven't been sure. I'm not sure I'll ever be sure - too dramatic. We'll just have to see how frequently or infrequently the itch to post here will come. As its been, I've sometimes been struggling with what to talk about on here, especially when it feels more and more like I'm talking to myself. Mine is a dying community of friends here these days. Sad. But maybe good as well. We're moving on, I guess. And, I've been thinking that perhaps a more focused thematic blog would be something that would be more what I want to share with the world from this point. I dunno, we'll have to see what happens.
Still, I'm a little sad.