look at us, we're beautiful...
I'm usually okay. Right this second, however--I want sponteneity; to be a little less than perfectly responsible and level headed and practical and dependable. I want to meet new people, eat food, drink beer, not know where the evening is taking me, and not not not just study stuff that I know I know, but, you know, you know, I could know better, a little bit better, always a little better a little more just a little bit more a little what if I don't know the minute fact that they decided to test from page 158 of the notes in the picture caption and then won't I wish I know I'll wish that I'd just spend TEN MORE MINUTES just a few more minutes just a little. Not even a trip to the coffee shop will cure this restlessness tonight. But. Its all a matter of discipline, you say? Back to the books.