i'm back loves.
life is draining me right now.
i'm tired of internet drama so i guess in order to keep it all under control i just need to make everything friends only. and GOOD friends only.
i'm so tired of people trying to start shit with me.
i'm tired of people trying to hurt me.
i'm tired of "competing" when i dont even want to be a competitor but it seems i am anyway cause anything i do other people have to try and one up me.
i just dont give a fuck.
i'm happy, i fucking LOVE my life. its mine and you cant have it, you never will. stop trying.
you are the one who is going to waste your time trying to make me miserable when you dont realize that it really doesnt get to me.
things with mark are amazing. probably the best ever. even though we fought tonight but i know its just cause he loves and cares about me so much, and i think i underestimate how much he really does love and care for me sometimes.
my friends are fucking amazing. this is one of the best weekends i've had in a long time.
i am quite possibly getting an amazing job, courtesy of the one and only shamia.
if i dont get the job, i'm moving to an amazing apartment.
my mom and i seem to be getting closer and things with my dad are finally settling down.
i really dont think i could be any happier.
<3
i'm tired of internet drama so i guess in order to keep it all under control i just need to make everything friends only. and GOOD friends only.
i'm so tired of people trying to start shit with me.
i'm tired of people trying to hurt me.
i'm tired of "competing" when i dont even want to be a competitor but it seems i am anyway cause anything i do other people have to try and one up me.
i just dont give a fuck.
i'm happy, i fucking LOVE my life. its mine and you cant have it, you never will. stop trying.
you are the one who is going to waste your time trying to make me miserable when you dont realize that it really doesnt get to me.
things with mark are amazing. probably the best ever. even though we fought tonight but i know its just cause he loves and cares about me so much, and i think i underestimate how much he really does love and care for me sometimes.
my friends are fucking amazing. this is one of the best weekends i've had in a long time.
i am quite possibly getting an amazing job, courtesy of the one and only shamia.
if i dont get the job, i'm moving to an amazing apartment.
my mom and i seem to be getting closer and things with my dad are finally settling down.
i really dont think i could be any happier.
<3