Feb 06, 2007 00:04
what the fuck.
i need to talk about some things.
why do you think i'm stupid? WE'RE STUPID? we know you best out of everyone, fuck. it's too late for you to hide stuff from us. we know you better then you know your fucking self. i bet you tell all of our secrets to your friends. like, "HEYY, LISTEN TO WHAT SAM TOLD ME! its the dumbest thing ive ever heard!" i bet you make us look fucking stupid. like a bunch of moms or something. you don't even try to talk anymore. i always want to tell you stuff, i still feel the need to. and i do sometimes. but i feel like you don't listen.
FUCKKKKKKGKJRIYJR FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING LIARRRR!!!
GOFDSJFYI
whatever, honestly.
i feel like talking about friday. went to tory's after school with becki. it was swell, we watched the oc and chilled. it was emotional. tory predicted bullit was going to bury everyone after an earthquake ahaaa. then we got wild, and geared up for sled riding. emily arrived, and we went to becki's to get the fucking toboggan. and she had a temper tantrum HAAHAA michelle tanner. then richard drove us to hartwood acres. sled riding was the most fun i've had in awhile. like dinner and movies gets boring after awhile. i honestly pissed my pants, i couldnt stop laughing. emily was a ninja, becki got stuck on a fence, tory went down HAHAA. then we screamed about everyone we hate and why. it made me feel so much better about life. then after an hour and a half we were frozen. went home, ate a lot of amazing food ,each had our own blankets, and watched what not to wear. perfect.
now we've got 2 snow days in a row, wild.
this morning kevin called me and woke me up and then picked me up early.
was at his house all day.
then later he surprised me with the melting pot
cause today is our six month anniversary. =]
and we were in our little private roomy thing and he gave me a rose.
not trying to sound like an asshole...but i love my boyfriend. <3
I'M STUPIDDDDDDDDD
ASSHOLE.
gahhh. why doesnt anyone fucking understand?
i just wanted to know the truth. i wasnt going to judge. i just wanted to know. youre supposed to tell your best friends.
you arent supposed to fucking lie to their faces.
WHY DOES NO ONE GET THISS FUCKKKK