so.
so i made a new livejournal. but i decided i dont want it. im pissed at it. and this will do.
it's snowing =[. i hate fucking winter. last years winter was honestly a blur, i can't remember it.
like i remember some stuff...but mostly it just sucked ass. so i kind of want to make this winter not suck...
idk how. but okay. the people this year that matter to me the most are a lot better than last year. i want to fucking slap myself for how dumb i was last year, and all of that stupid, stupid drama. this week has been never-ending. i want it to be over, but i dont like when time moves fast. i dont make sense, i know. i hate change. a lot.
im gonna kill michelle for moving. fuck michigan, i hate people over there. pricks. this year my family wants to have christmas at some like building thing, and get it catered. im so fucking MAD. apparently there's "too many of us". whatever, fuck you. yeah theres a lot, but im pretty sure we've fit the last 478547 years in my grandmother's large house. makes sense. its fucking christmas. you dont spend it somewhere gay. and my grandmas like trying to bribe me into it with material shit. im soooo mad. so mad. it makes me wanna punch someone cause i love christmas. i feel like im really sucking at school lately & that i should be caring more?
dunno. i have a really bad stomachache right now. i wish i got more sleep. i feel bad because im really mean sometimes. so sorry for that. i just get tired and cranky. i still love you.
okay this was long?
yeah..