Well.

[thinkofagoodone]

I hate cleaning my room. But not for the normal reasons one hates to clean their room. I hate cleaning my room because I come across everything old, everything that inspires nostalgia of past times. I hate it because I become pensive and withdrawn, and I end up dwelling on things past.

Sometimes I want back what I had, and sometimes I recoil in horror, wondering how I even managed to not commit suicide.