i'm not a player. i just crush alot.
this is basically what i almost stepped on today!!! if you cant tell what that is, its a freaking dead bird!!! i hate birds and i especially dislike smashed ones!!!
as of currently my life is very uneventful. but i dont mind it. i am mad at guys. quit pressuring me to commit to something that i'm not sure about! fuck relationships, i love the single life. it's not my fault if i unknowingly flirt, thats just my nature. and most of the time its just me being FRIENDLY , nothing more. i'm sorry that i'm not ready for more, but you're the one that put that idea in my head in the first place. i'm 22. i'm leaving with the peace corps as soon as possible. i can't do it. too scary. too much. you're a great guy, but this is not for me. at least not right now. at least we'll always have the kitties &hearts. you know i care about you and want you in my life. just not as my boyfriend. sorry. i've had to sort out these feelings and it sucks. i dont like emotions and would prefer to have none.
someone make me into a robot please?