insane in the membrane
so i have been going crazy this entire weekend. first off, i was in this horrible funk that i couldnt shake off. i was so down on myself and i have no idea why. i hate feeling like that, its so pointless and uncalled for. i really have nothing to complain about, EVER. but sometimes i just get this sad feeling inside, for no reason. stupid brain. anyway. i had a pretty crummy day on saturday. but the kitties tried to cheer me up. they helped alot. haha. i also got pretty dressed up to go to dinner with jess and ryan and somehow that helped too. sunday was a little hard. but only because i talked about things that i never discussed with anyone, only mom. it's hard opening up to someone, especially when you think they have no idea where you are coming from. but oh well, i guess we all have to talk about hard stuff sometimes.
so last night i finally got around to starting on my paper. it's a group project, so basically i only have to do a third of it. i just hope my group has done their part. my ection is pretty bad ass if i do say so myself. but, it was really hard to get started... the kitties were missing and i was FREAKING out. i guess i am not used to having cats. dogs are a lot different. if you cant hear them or see them, somethings up. not really true with cats. i guess they like little crawl spaces and things like that. i was just worried that there was a secret hole in the house and they had escaped. paranoid, i know.
but they eventually came out and now they are being cute and playing. i hope this week flies by like the last two have. i miss my mom, and i hope i can go visit her soon. each time i talk to her, she seems so lonely at home.
well enough of this depressing entry. i am trying to have a good day here! hah
so last night i finally got around to starting on my paper. it's a group project, so basically i only have to do a third of it. i just hope my group has done their part. my ection is pretty bad ass if i do say so myself. but, it was really hard to get started... the kitties were missing and i was FREAKING out. i guess i am not used to having cats. dogs are a lot different. if you cant hear them or see them, somethings up. not really true with cats. i guess they like little crawl spaces and things like that. i was just worried that there was a secret hole in the house and they had escaped. paranoid, i know.
but they eventually came out and now they are being cute and playing. i hope this week flies by like the last two have. i miss my mom, and i hope i can go visit her soon. each time i talk to her, she seems so lonely at home.
well enough of this depressing entry. i am trying to have a good day here! hah