Documentation of Personal Thoughts
If you are not me and you are reading this, I am shocked!! I'm posting this here because I hate real journals and I want to see what I'm feeling and how I've felt through this process for the next month. So a post will be new monthly (D! yes monthly since you're the only one!)
I really want to be a CA at the Callaway for next year. I find out March 11 which is the first day of Spring Break. It will make or break the break! Good thing though, no great thing: I'm an Impact counselor!! That's so cool and is my number one priority! I applied for Kanakuk but I think I'm going to have to decline if I get it so that I can do the whole CA deal. It's a bummer, but will be just fine if I get CA. And I'm nervous. That's my feelings right now. I'm scoping out the competition. What if they don't want me? What if they find some reason not to hire me! I need to be more confident but it's just hard. I need to rely more on God through this time so that I know it will all be okay. It's just going to be hard living here for two months after the decision, if I don't get it that is. Everyone's saying I will. One of my good friends is one of the 3 in charge of the decision, and even then I still don't feel relieved!! I think I will do so well at the job and it will be an awesome opportunity. But the other girls if they get it and not me -- I will be crushed. Think positive thoughts I guess! Positive positive. With man this is impossible, with God all things are possible! Matt 19:26.
peace
I really want to be a CA at the Callaway for next year. I find out March 11 which is the first day of Spring Break. It will make or break the break! Good thing though, no great thing: I'm an Impact counselor!! That's so cool and is my number one priority! I applied for Kanakuk but I think I'm going to have to decline if I get it so that I can do the whole CA deal. It's a bummer, but will be just fine if I get CA. And I'm nervous. That's my feelings right now. I'm scoping out the competition. What if they don't want me? What if they find some reason not to hire me! I need to be more confident but it's just hard. I need to rely more on God through this time so that I know it will all be okay. It's just going to be hard living here for two months after the decision, if I don't get it that is. Everyone's saying I will. One of my good friends is one of the 3 in charge of the decision, and even then I still don't feel relieved!! I think I will do so well at the job and it will be an awesome opportunity. But the other girls if they get it and not me -- I will be crushed. Think positive thoughts I guess! Positive positive. With man this is impossible, with God all things are possible! Matt 19:26.
peace