*Sighs*

[thinkingofyou06]

Well, today has been a very stressed out day. Me and my boyfriend are fighting. Well kind of. I really don't know what to call it. It's just so confusing. I can't lose him, and I will do whatever it takes to keep him. He is my life, and I do trust him. I DO believe him when he tells me he loves me. I understand why he doesn't think I do, but I honestly do. I don't think I can get my heart broken again. All the other guys that have broke my heart, didn't mean as much as this one does. For some reason He is different. I have never felt this way about anyone in my entire life. I have really screwed up. I don't really know what I did, but whatever I did, I screwed up. Like I always do when something good happens to me. I really knew this one was different, and maybe, just maybe he could be the one. I honestly Love this guy. I hope when I get that phone call from him later, he has something good to tell me. I have to go to Drivers Ed. now, so until tommorow.........

<3
Amanda.

~*Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you*~

M'aime pour qui Je suis.